goodbye...

E tot, e pustiu, cata durerea-n mineSi cata dragoste si toata, toata-i pentru tineNu inteleg ce fac pe lumeCand nu ma vrei aproapeNu ma visezi in noapteAsa cum te visezDar eu plec, iar tu ramaiSi-ti mai doresc iubirea care-am vrutSa ti-o ofer atat de multPoate acum, cand nu mai suntVei intelege sper...Dar va fi tarziuSi eu ma înalt spre cerRefrenSi eu ma inalt spre cerSi simt ca te las in gerul meuCand ploaie va fi pe pamantTu vei sti ca despre tine cantCand soare va fi pe pamantTu vei sti...ca despre tine cantNu mi-a ramas nici-o sperantaTu le-ai ars pe toateSi cata dragoste ai ars nu vei afla vreodataIti amintesti de ziua-n careVroiam sa-ti daruiesc o floare?tu gingas mi-ai soptit ca pleciIar eu raman...Nu, eu plec, iar tu ramaiSi-ti mai doresc iubirea care-am vrutSa ti-o ofer atat de multPoate acum, cand nu mai suntVei intelege, sper...Dar va fi tarziuSi eu ma inalt spre cerNumai durerea mea e pe pamantUltima data despre tine cantPastrez in suflet numele tau sfantToata vïata ti-o dau...
Nu sunt fan al artistului (Dan Balan) dar versurile mi se potrivesc...

I could think of a thousand ways to say goodbye. Everyone thinks that saying "goodbye" to someone is almost the hardest thing to do but it`s actually the easyest thing to do...just let two simple words come out of your mought "good...bye". The thing about goodbyes is not saying it...is keeping it that way, keeping your "promisse" to those people that don`t expect to see you never again, never hear from you.
So before I close this blogg let me tell you about someone who once was kindof a girlfriend of mine...sounds borring, I know but we`ve mett about three years ago when I first camed back home and our relationship was more a deep friendship than romance( actualy there was no romance at all). Anyway I started to like her because she always tried to make me laugh, aldough verry often she didn`t succeded. Anyway I was confused at that time and I didn`t know what I wanted from life (actualy I still don`t know what I want)...so after a short while we broked up and didn`t talked to eachother for some time. Now we are good friends going in two sepparate ways in our lifes.
The End.


Goodbye everyone

happy sweet nineteen

This is a special article for a special girl who soon will turn nineteen years old.
I said she`s a special girl because she is one of verry few people that didn`t judged me for my actions, is one of the few persons that gained my trust (wich is not an easy thing to do), one of the few that accepted me for who I am...
She`s the only one that tooked me about eighteen mounths to convince to have a cup of coffee with me and then verry surprisely to me she accepted to go with me to the movies from a simple request.
[I could say that those two days were some of the happyest days of my life. I can also say that those days maked me change my life in good because she showd me that there are people in this world who want to do good things not only to destroy everything taey touch.]
So thru this article I wish her a HAPPY SWEET NINETEEN lots of luck and happyness and everything lese she wishes to come true.
In the end I want her to know that I don`t judge her if sometimes she firgot to do something or give something or evan tell me something...afterall I`m used to this kind of things and the questions that I have will always be a memory of her and I will never firget her smile when I gived her the rose.
Once again these are just words in my mind and I don`t give a damn if some low-life dumb dick doesn`t like it or if he/she has a problem with it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY "coffee cup girl"
Some time... some day... some how... somewhere...we will meet again

Holloween

So the day had come afterall when almost everyone celebrates The Day Of The Dead.... the day when in some parts of the world like USA or Canada kids dress up in scarry costumes amd go from dor to door to trick`r treat and get candy. For every child holloween is kindof like Christmas cause they get lots of candy. In our country we celebrate the day of the dead a little differently...we go to the cemetery and we light candels say prears for our loveones that left this world.

I din`t really like this celebration cause unfortunatly to many of my loveones had past away and I can`t go and visit them all. So yesturday I went to visit my grandfather and my father ... but I didn`t had time to go and visit an other special person who left this world too soon but some day I will .

When we got back from the cementary it started to rain...the angels were crying ... as a sign that all of those that were in the cementary were not alone and I kindof felt good and peacefull inside when I saw the first drops of rain from the sky.

This is my holloween story ...`til next time see`ya!
P.S I miss them all