un nou inceput

A trecut mult timp de la ultima postare,a trecut mult timp de cand am mai iesit undeva, a trecut multa vreme de cand am vazut-o pe ea.DE CE?

Ar fi multe raspunsuri la aceasta intrebare, dar cred ca cel mai potrivit ar fi "am fost plecat".Unde si de ce asta nu cred ca mai conteaza acum, dar ce pot sa va spun este ca in timpul cat am fost plecat am avut ocazia sa descopar cat de frumoasa poate sa fie viata chiar daca langa tine nu mai poate fi aceeasi EA.

Am descoperit ca prietenii adevarati iti sunt alaturi in cele mai intunecate clipe ale vietii, si vor face orice sa te ridice atunci cand ai cazut.Iar cand ai prieteni ca ai mei te ridica mult mai sus decat vei fi sperat vreodata.iar cu asta am incheiat partea de inceput.

Cu cateva zile in urma am implinit si eu ca orice om 21 de ani.Poate pentru unii nu e mare lucru dar pentru mine a fost cea mai fericita zi din viata mea,chiar daca a trebuit sa muncesc la fel ca intr-o zi obisnuita sau poate putin putin mai mult.Se zice ca 21 este un numar norocos pentru cei care cred in zodii sau pentru cei pasionati de jocurile de noroc.Ei bine pentru mine 21 este intradevar un numar norocos chiar daca nu sunt un mare adept al jocurilor de noroc(poate doar cand e vorba de viata mea),iar cat despre astre...ma cam lasa rece.

La o zi dupa ce am implinit 21 de ani am fost invitat in oras, la o bere si o poveste(cred) de una din cele mai bune prietene ale mele.Ajuns seara de la munca obosit, am facut un dus si am iesit in oras pentru ca o promisiune e promisiune si se respecta orice ar fi, dar nici prin cap nu mi-a trecut ca o sa ma simt atat de bine in compania ei si a prietenilor acesteia.Ajuns acolo m-am trantit pe un scaun cu berea in fata si cred ca era sa adorm (scuze pt asta) dar dupa un timp "cineva" mi-a spus ca in incaperea cealalta e "cuvantul cu R"(stie lumea la cine ma refer),pe scurt cuvantul cu R e o tipa destul de draguta care destula vreme mi-a placut foarte mult si pe care nu am vazut-o de foarte multa vreme.Nu stiu de ce dar brusc mi-a revenit cheful de distractie iar oboseala a trecut ca prin "minune".

Continuarea in postarea urmatoare. 

faith? or just bad luck?

Saturday I went to a movie with my two best friends.Nothing bad in that,the movie was preety good, the sorround sistem in the Cinema was great...shortly I had fun :)
But after the movie we wanted to go out to a pub but as usual we didn`t know witch one to pick...so after searching and searching and searching for a place to have some fun and possible drink a beer or two a painfull headake got me and it ruined my mood compleetly.After a while we decided (or better said the girls decided that we go to "Irish&something" pub.When we got there I got so sleeppy that I bearly could keep my eyes open. Finaly I orderd a Coca-Cola cause I couldn`t evan think of drinking beer cause it maked me sigh and I didn`t want to emberece myselpf by thorwing up in some freeky dirty bathroom.
Anyway at about 1.30 I decided to go home (I suck) and went to the train station while the girls continued haveing fun (don`t know where)...when I got to the train station I gived every penny I had on a train ticket.When I got on the train I felt so sigh that I thought I`ll die, my face was so pail that I loocked like a ghost, I opend the bathroom door and I think that about 20 min I throwed up everything that I had eaten in the last week.After that I went to my compartment and felt at sleep for about halph hour, if I`dd slept longer I think I would have ended up in Brasov :D
At about 4.30 I got home and when I oppend the door I couldnt see a thing 30 cm away from the cigarette smoke that my brother and his friends caused.From the entrance door I went straight to the bathroom and throwed up for about 1 hour. I honestly don`t know what could I had left to throw up but something camed out :D
After I finished I went to bed and felt at sleep until sunday afternoon.And I felt like new
Don`t know what happend or why but it hurt like hell.

what`s love got to do with it?!

Well I didn`t thought that my next article will be so soon but I rememberd something about a girl.

Since a few weeks ago my brother has a girlfriend.Nothing special in that but his girlfriend want`s to hoock me up with some friend of hers.Nothing wrong with that either.

My "sister in law"`s friend seems like a really nice girl, verry understanding, cute,someone who you could really talk to.. but I don`t think someone like her will ever want to be with someone like me.Don`t get me wrong I would like to have someone who cares about me, someone that I could talk to and why not someone to love and to be loved.

But it`s been so long since I last felt that feeling that I don`t evan remember how it was, how does it feel when you`re inloved.

Anyway after a few hours of beeing pressured by my sister in law I accepted to meet her friend and somehow she got my IM adress and I said thast it won`t hurt me if I`dd give it a try. I personaly don`t think that a relationship can be build on the web cause first of all it`s verry easy to lie to someone. aldough by sending IM`s or text messages you can easyer find the wright words and you can make the person you have the conversation with, feel special or different ... in other words you can set a mood (the mood you want).
So far all I could do was to make her smile once...I don`t think it`s a secret that I`m a little rusty when it comes to making a girl like me but still I`m trying.
Until next time see`ya all

It`s been a while

Hi there to all of those who read my posts.I know it`s been a while since I`ve wrote the last article...but some things have changed since, I`ve changed.
For the first time in a long time I found out (again) that life can be so beautifull if you just try to see the half full of the glass.But however I don`t judge life by beeing a glass full or emty, I simply think it`s just the wrong size.
In this few mounths I mett someone who at first I thought she was different then the other girls in this small town...well after a few days I found oud she wasn`t so different afterall.But that didn`t bodder me as much as her lies did.
The one thing I hate more then anything in this world is beeing lied by someone that I care about.
I really don`t understand why would someone who cares about you lies to you...cause lies have short leggs and the trouth will always come up, and then?...you loose everything you cared about just because once you were foull einough not to tell the trouth.
Anyway it`s good to be back :)
If there are any readers of this blogg I`ll return with more articles...If there aren`t, then I`ll write for myselph :)